Let’s talk about short films focused on refugees!

 

Together with 4everfilmsproductions (Oana Merdariu – president & Daniel Pop – artistic director) we organized a conference on refugee integration at Unirea High School in Targu Mures, Romania. Unirea High School is our former high school.

There were around 120 participants at this conference, between the age of 16 and 18 years old, all students at this high school, as well as some of our former high school teachers, the principal and other teachers who found out about this event and wanted to attend.

We were offered the opportunity to present our short film Refuge D’Amour, a short film meant to depict a different side of the refugee crisis. This short film was filmed in Paris and it presents the story of a Syrian woman called Waed who lives there as a refugee. In this short film we are presenting the idea of freedom, of being home sick, of being in love. It is a story meant to sensitize people and show a different face of the refugee issue.

After presenting the short film we discussed it with the students present. We wanted to know their opinion about the short film; what freedom means for them. We also wanted to know what they think about the media’s role in presenting refugee stories and their integration. Furthermore, we talked about ways of producing short films related to this topic. They were very engaged in this discussion and shared some of their personal experiences with us.

We also presented a trailer about our first international human rights conference; a conference that we organized on the 10/11th November 2017 in Timisoara, Romania. This promotional short film presents moments from our conference, from our presentations and also explains some of our future plans  which are all related to our current project IWB for Refugees. IWB for Refugees is a project aimed at mapping a new European legislation on migration through national and international petitions where we will offer our recommendations for the member states of the European Union

Sharing our future projects with the students was a good opportunity to get to know them better, hearing their thoughts on these topics and stimulating their curiosity.

We also spoke about our idea of creating a cultural youth centre in Targu Mures, a centre aimed at organizing various events, from theater shows to dance lessons, concerts, art expositions, etc.

After our presentations we had a Q&A session with the participants where we asked them several questions; if they had ever volunteered, if they would volunteer for an NGO and about the importance of volunteering.

We were very surprised to see that most of them had volunteering experience, they were volunteering for different NGOs/student unions; they were also curious about our projects, about the youth centre and they wanted to know more about refugee integration and how we can better integrate refugees in our society.

We were very happy to be back in our former high school; it brought back a lot of good memories. All in all it was a lovely experience and we will go back for more interactive sessions where we can raise awareness and discuss about important topics!

Thank you to Unirea High School for believing in us, we were honored to be there!

 




Borders

A poem about the ability for European people with passports to cross a border with no trouble whatsoever, while people who seek refuge experience borders as an obstacle and is the cause for serious hardship. It was inspired by walking from Greece to Macedonia as a person from a foreign land.

 

cross lines without meaning

just one look

ahead without dreaming

that’s all it took

 

i get a pass

while others not so fast

we all foreigners to this land

to us all it is foreign, land

 

stressed they will tress

it’s such a mess around me

i am free because of what’s in my hand

they are trapped as it’s lost from their hands

 

walls put up, imaginary

fences and barbed wire

find a place for the dead to be buried

hopes crushed, barely living tired

 

borders taking shape

an unwelcoming sign

people following orders

media frenzy turns them blind

 

eyes opened to reality

difference between love and hate

accepting inhumane casualties

divided yet the same fate

 

all part of one kind or so I thought

your birth place identifies who you are

word association what we are taught

reached for non-existing stars

 

seek refuge in world you don’t know

not allowed to stay

get refused for what you can and cannot show

please go back the same way

 

while i freely travel

whole lives get unraveled

if only we would break down the borders

that we created to separate and keep order

 

by Jelle Wassenaar- Issues Without Borders member, former volunteer in a refugee camp

 




a Number, a Name

A poem from two different perspectives about refugees who are lost in the numbers, currently living in a camp where they are usually asked for their tent / isobox  number when on the receiving end of food, hygiene items and such. I’ve tried to paint the picture from a camp resident and a volunteer (who are wearing name tags).

 

a number, I have a name

reduced to ones and zero

because of where I came from

so much I lost in the stats

I am a number, I had a house

now I have a number

isolated in a box

boxed in between isos

so many strangers, in this place

for 12 months, I am going crazy

plucking my beard

lining up twice a day, used to be three

they recognise my face, do not ask my name

I am not myself, say the number

been doing this for ages

not much to do beside sleep and eat

a community that’s gated

changes made

how many adults, children & babies

how can they get it wrong

guess this one is new

frustrated but still say thank you

 

sit at a table, ask the number

daily routine, bring the key

not that important, part of our duty

food is not that good

still try to sell it to everyone

waste, too and so much, too less

our list a mess

organisations don’t share

people lie and take

faced with so many

we should recognise faces

more difficult than it sounds

fool me once, I get it

fool me twice, I should know better

sorry it was picked up

sorry no more juice, bad luck

a community yet not one

people the victims

we apologise when we see that look in their eyes

I know the number of a few, pick up together too

most know my name, can’t say the same

I smile, but feel like I’ve treated you inhumane

 

 

by Jelle Wassenaar- Issues Without Borders member, former volunteer in a refugee camp

 




Complicated

A poem about the complicated world of helping people (as a volunteer) and how one can struggle with emotions as you enjoy your time, but also questioning whether you came with the right intentions and or if your actions do more harm than good. I also touch on the constant depression (trauma) and hopelessness that is present underneath the surface for the people you are working with, even if they seem content or happy.

 

One of the best times of my life

and the worst of theirs

the time not in their possession even

lost in the wind that blew

turned everything upside down

they smiled while I shed tears

orange vests in numbers

some sought that thrill

an adventure or a trip

how lucky we are

just purchase your wings

ability to fly

identity unknown

fill in some papers to prove you are alive

do they not exist?

behind the label there is nothing of the sort

came along for the ride

said goodbye, but not really

stuck between worlds

I do not understand

stuck between words

nothing I can say

yet there we all are

speaking a language we know

is it enough?

the future tells a story of the past

good intentions do not predict

a positive outcome for you perhaps

who did you come here for? photographs

you go home richer questioning why

there is power in gratitude

some of the best times of whose lives

mine, ours, yours, theirs,

some of the worst

or is it? selfishly partly

mind yourself

happiness in misery

depression in laughter

there are so many sides

yin yang plus minus

try to keep a balance

life, the best or the worst

still undecided

 

By Jelle Wassenaar, Issues Without Borders Members, volunteer in a refugee camp




Darkness

A poem I wrote while in Greece about the trip people make from Turkey via Farmakonisi – a military island – to Leros.

 

Black sea, black ocean

mind racing, wheels in motion

a screeching voice of the blowing wind

it’s loud and scary

beginning till the end

 

darkness surrounds me

am I blind, I cannot see

feel the drops of rain

so cold together

sharing the pain

 

the uncertainty, the fear

what is coming

mind numbing

it will all disappear

 

the cold is now wet

the screams coming from man

are we there yet

no answer on demand

 

survive, swim

looking at others

the outlook is bleak

alive, but grim

 

stumble upon rocks

found a treasure

what happens next

beyond our measure

 

flashlights, barks

code words cannot be cracked

a shot, light sparks

we all move back

 

women, children

saw them before

where are they now

see them no more?

 

rest on spikes

but feel numb

so cold, waiting

twisting my thumbs

 

salt water for days, drinking

time passing by pray, thinking

another boat crosses, sinking

chances of survival, shrinking

 

a sudden order after waiting

get on the big ship

where are we going, it’s dark

another scary long trip

 

Finally reach land

greeted by man

a new beginning

where does it end?

 

by Jelle Wassenaar- Issues Without Borders member, former volunteer in a refugee camp




Life in the jungle

A poem about life in Calais and how it must’ve felt like before it got dismantled earlier this year and people were transferred to camps / centres in France.

 

A point near the sea

not where oceans but two countries meet

thousands stranded

human beings, they are just like us

politics inter fear, abandoned thus

 

where to go? this place is new

a jungle created right out of the blue

are we monkeys, trapped in a zoo?

 

I don’t see any forest around

so many people in tents on the ground

everybody’s up and have created a small town

try to stay sane as we are EU bound

 

kitchens, book clubs, our own economy

from Africa to Asia to the Middle-East

we have to survive together same ancestry

 

sure there’s some squabbles and fights

but we all under the same roof come midnight

there’s very little hope but we still have the light

 

darkness rules when nobody cares

we just trying to create a better life ain’t fair

maybe big expectations, but for this you cannot prepare

so close to my family, this I cannot bear

 

years of oppression, war and poverty in a state

I was born in, did not choose, but chose to escape

Did I have a choice, silenced when raising my voice

can you imagine it, can you relate?

 

go to Europe everyone said

no option to stay here, where you will end up dead

that’s what kept me going even in a sea of red

but this hole is what I found instead

 

there is water but it’s not running properly

an open sewer so you can just pee

showers forget about it

feces all around, inhumane basically

 

in amidst all of this, children get lost

yet people in power worry about costs

police arrives when it burns but will they learn

we only try to get warm coming frost

 

some even attack us, where is the protection

luckily we have volunteers who show affection

help us so much, there’s an instant connection

we are lost but we get some direction

 

after so much waiting you start to explore alternatives

cannot just stay here, something’s gotta give

should I get on the lorry or stay positive

 

many have tried but came back

some were less fortunate, lost track

how can we stay sane when we supposed to crack?

 

every now and then the media comes impressed

and while most carry on, some protest

it’s like talking to a wall, a fence at best

a life ended but the loss of revenue makes the press

 

together we made it work somehow

through all the grief, we laugh and dance now

because we are in a centre and made it out

 

where to go? we have to get on a bus

many are left behind, it’s created a fuss

sadly caught in between, staying a must

 

the jungle is still there, you see

we are stranded where two countries meet

trying to get to the UK

but we aren’t seen as equals unfortunately

politics interfered, stay in France, me?

 

by Jelle Wassenaar- Issues Without Borders member, former volunteer in a refugee camp

 

 

 




MY STORY AS A VOLUNTEER IN A GREEK CAMP IN RITSONA